Hopeful December.

Hey guys! It's me.
Although this blog is in public but seems seldom people knew about it.
Time flies,it's the last month of 2013.
Honestly,I learnt tons of things in this year.
I got lots of things to share.
I just went home after having supper with my aunts and uncles.
They disscussed about my brother's problem.
It's been a long time ago story.
The relationship between me and my bro is getting worst.
We never talk with each other since in April.
He has a very serious attitute problem,but my temper wasn't as good as my mum.
That's why we had a huge arguement.
Anyway my aunts and uncles tole my parents' talk softly with my bro and be patient to him.
At the same time,they told me not to piss my brother.
But sadly they don't understand my situation and my parents' situation.
 
People always told me that I shoudn't let him go just like that.
They hope us back to couple.
They tried to push me into you and vice versa.
They tried everything because they found out what I think. 
But it's probably wouldn't work anyway if one of us didn't think of that.
Anyway,I hope he think the same way as me,too.
It had been 9 months or longer,nearly 10 months,still waiting for him.
The time wasn't long,but waiting still.
If you wanted to hold back my hand one day, I won't let you miss the opportunity to do it.
I refuse to admit this is love,after the time getting longer and longer...I have to admit it.
Sincerely, me.

It's gonna be a lonely Christmas for me anyway,hahaha.
Guess that my Christmad will end up with envy how other couples celebrate their Christmas.
I used to imagine how I gonna celebrate Christmas with him,but now...everything's gone.

September.

Hey :)
Time flies,today is 30th of September already.
I'm still in my exam mode,but I didn't study yet.
8 more papers to go.
It's final exam for form 4,and will restream the class according to the final result.
Feel stress but not gonna do anything for it hahaha. :P
Although my mid year result improved,but I feel less something still.
If only I didn't let go of something,my result will be slightly better?
Or maybe not. Who knows?
Feel regret,disappointed but so what? I can't go back to that time to change anything.
I can't change the fact.
I have to move on.
Sincerely hope my result will be better this time.

Worries everywhere.

Hey. :)
Miracle did happens cause I'm still alive,hahaha. :D
This year such a tough tough tough tough year for me.
I can't handle everything in a simple and good way.
For an example,my studies.
I went for tuitions,but my result seems didn't improve that much.
My expectation wasn't high,but I failed to reach my expectation.
I didn't put enough efforts on my studies.
Other than that,my friendship.
I'm a failure to settle any problems.
I'm the one always did something wrong.
If something went wrong,it would always me. :)
I admit lah,I'm not a good friend.
Trying hard not to be a spare tyre.
Trying hard not to mess up people's life.
Trying hard to make self feel better.

Miserable night.

Hey guys :)

My school's open day is around the corner,

At the same time,that day also will have a tropical test of Sejarah and Chemistry.

The marks given will add into final exam results through tropical test.

Well kinda excited what teacher's comment about me,

But I bet my mum sure no comment about my result,she doesn't care about it.

I did my best.

I went to my tuition centre to do senior assistant again.

When I saw those students who always say Hi to me,

My mood automatically feel better. :)

I promised one of the students to give him my drawing if he did the things I wanted,

At last he did.

But he get scolded by teacher badly cause he left many homeworks haven't done yet.

I remembered I had check his homeworks for few times,

If I can find out the works his missed,maybe he won't scolded by teacher that way.

So his problems related to me too,feel so sorry to him,especially the moment when I saw him cried.

I don't know  give him what response when he said,'thank you teacher' to me. @@

I hope his mood will be better when he saw my drawing.

When at night after tuition,I was too excited to rush out and left my clothes inside my class.

I only realized when I already walked half of the footbridge.

I ran back like mad and rush back to that classroom.

But inside already got many students..ahh embarssed,

Luckily the teacher who taught that class is my recent BM tuition teacher.

By the way I took back my things safely haha :D

I apologized to both of my friends who worry for me and waited for me.

Sorry and thanks for being there. :)

What a miserable night for me.

Still doing homework,wanna burn midnight oil. :D

But I couldn't stand for the tiredness,that's why my plan always failed. :P

Carnival Day 22.6.13

Hello :D
22.6.13 was my school carnival day,also called as Hari Kantin.
This event started at around 8 a.m.
Don't know why I always wake up very early when the next day have any event.
Not purposely,is automatically. :P
I reached there at 7 o'clock because I fetched my friends too.
At first I help my friend,Voon Lee to arrange things to sell at our persatuan's stall while waiting my friend.
Oh ya forgot to mention that my persatuan is Buddha club. :)

Voon Lee.

My friend came at around 7.30 a.m.
After we met each other,we walk and visit every stall in our school.
Although there have many stalls,many types of things to sell,both of us finished visit every single stall very fast hahaha. :P
We bought a small bowl of spaghetti,pasta and boiled eggs for breakfast.
Besides that,she also bought ABC,fried ice cream O.O
She ate a lot haha :P
We get a discount card from the stall which sell boiled eggs for DIY T-shirt. :D
Then we heading the stall which sell DIY T-shirt,actually they are from the same club,they're making this promotion just to attract more customers haha. :D
From the start we DIY our shirts there only have few people designing their shirts.
While we were designing our shirts,the people visit the DIY T-shirt stall became many. O.O

Progressing :D

 It seriously took lots of time to finish up this sentence. 
And after that I addded up a Paris building beside the sentence.
It was my darling's idea for that Paris buliding and the sentence ahaha :P
I tried my very best to achieve her design. :P

Trying hard to draw.

Serious fella.

Well,we took almost one hour to finish up everything. .___.

Front.

Back.

My best best best friend :P

For me it's a really memorable moment.
Of course she think the same as me hahaha. :P
We spent time the most together in this year.
I hope there's more event we can spend time more together just like that day. :D
The only person who knows all your secret,
And will never leave you alone...
...Is not your boy friend but BEST FRIEND. :P
Boy friend doesn't know all secrets lahh.
But best friend did. :)

It's so sad that we couldn't visit the ghost house that day.
The counter for the ghost house was totally crowded.
Really people moutain people sea.
Oh ya,still got took picture with another person.
He is my brother,one of my best friend. 
We knew each other almost 10 years.
We used to fight with each other,but happy momments we had more than that. :) 
I treat him as my real brother,my family. :)

I'm so white :P

It's late now,see you guys on next post. Bye. :3

Hope for the best.

Yooo everyone. :D
How are you guys? 
Seems everything fine right? :)
Mid term exam is around the corner,I have to start study soon.
I have started my tuition class and a part time job.
I have to spend more than 3 days in my tuition centre. :D
My life seems very busy,but I have no idea what am I doing now.
Can anyone tell me is it worth for me to choose this kind of life?
It it really worth? Or it just wasting my time?
Am I choosing the right decision?
Anyway it's just too late for me to regret.
I have to stay strong and keep moving on for the decision that I had choosen.

Today is my country,Malaysia election day. :D
I just hope my country will be better.
I hope all the citizens will study,work or survive under a good situation.
It's time to UBAH. 

The stressful life.

Hi all. :D
This post is gonna be a very long post,because there's many things that I want to share about.
First,my first term exam is over,and the results already listed.
I got a really low marks in my bm subject,others the same but this subject gave me the biggest disappointment.
Everybody seems wondering why my bm's standard suddenly drop so many and ask me everytime.
Honestly,I have no idea why I will get such a poor result.
I was shocked,disappointed and frustrated when I hear my result.
My mother asked me not to give up and don't be sad,same as my besties.
Although it's a big strike for me,I'm not gonna give up anyway.
Other than that,I failed 2 subjects among the subjects that I took.
It's really sad cause all of my friends get a better results.
Anyway,life still goes on,I have to move on too.

The friendship between me and my besties is getting better and better.
She gives me supports all the time as I do so.
Although we're from different classes,less time to see each other,we enjoy ourselves very much on Wednesday bcause that's the only day we can spend most time together. :)
We appreciate the day. :D

On Wednesday.

Form 4 life such a theatrical,full of stress,happiness,sadness and mostly disappointment.
Anyway,life still goes on.
And me still have to move on :)