Injection Day...

Hey guyz..
Today I got injection,
After back home damn pain...
But better than my pain..
Thanks mum for massage my arm..


My family just met some money problem..
If I never born and live in this world,the problem will possible to solve..
This is one of the reason that made me sad and moody..  
When I got anything to say out,just keep it in heart,
Because I know there no one intrested to hear what I want to say..
That's all...


I realize that I done the worst thing in my life...
I know this is also my fault,sorry...

I don't know what should I do now..
I don't want to disturb you,
Maybe you'r right,we need time to calm..


When I online,nothing to do,no people to chat..
When I online,I realize that I have nothing to do..
Nothing at all.. :'(
I hope everything will back to normal...
I don't want this feeling inside my mind and my heart...
Just...back to normal...