Worries everywhere.

Hey. :)
Miracle did happens cause I'm still alive,hahaha. :D
This year such a tough tough tough tough year for me.
I can't handle everything in a simple and good way.
For an example,my studies.
I went for tuitions,but my result seems didn't improve that much.
My expectation wasn't high,but I failed to reach my expectation.
I didn't put enough efforts on my studies.
Other than that,my friendship.
I'm a failure to settle any problems.
I'm the one always did something wrong.
If something went wrong,it would always me. :)
I admit lah,I'm not a good friend.
Trying hard not to be a spare tyre.
Trying hard not to mess up people's life.
Trying hard to make self feel better.

Miserable night.

Hey guys :)

My school's open day is around the corner,

At the same time,that day also will have a tropical test of Sejarah and Chemistry.

The marks given will add into final exam results through tropical test.

Well kinda excited what teacher's comment about me,

But I bet my mum sure no comment about my result,she doesn't care about it.

I did my best.

I went to my tuition centre to do senior assistant again.

When I saw those students who always say Hi to me,

My mood automatically feel better. :)

I promised one of the students to give him my drawing if he did the things I wanted,

At last he did.

But he get scolded by teacher badly cause he left many homeworks haven't done yet.

I remembered I had check his homeworks for few times,

If I can find out the works his missed,maybe he won't scolded by teacher that way.

So his problems related to me too,feel so sorry to him,especially the moment when I saw him cried.

I don't know  give him what response when he said,'thank you teacher' to me. @@

I hope his mood will be better when he saw my drawing.

When at night after tuition,I was too excited to rush out and left my clothes inside my class.

I only realized when I already walked half of the footbridge.

I ran back like mad and rush back to that classroom.

But inside already got many students..ahh embarssed,

Luckily the teacher who taught that class is my recent BM tuition teacher.

By the way I took back my things safely haha :D

I apologized to both of my friends who worry for me and waited for me.

Sorry and thanks for being there. :)

What a miserable night for me.

Still doing homework,wanna burn midnight oil. :D

But I couldn't stand for the tiredness,that's why my plan always failed. :P